@BethRags - I’m sorry about your cat! I had to take my Cheeto to the emergency vet last January and he had to have emergency surgery to the tune of $7000!!! I had to take out a pet loan!!! I’ve paid it down but he will forever be the most expensive cat I’ve ever had.

I also have to take my Ash to the vet ASAP. She’s limping and being extremely vocal, following us around. We can’t figure out why. It must be pain. I’m reticent because it’s so expensive and I’m not getting paid through disability yet but it is what it is. I don’t want her to be in pain!

Emotionally I seem to be doing better. I was less emotional yesterday. Still irritable but better able to control it. Starting geodon today. I’m also going to talk to my gynecologist about different birth control. I’m certain I have PMDD. For three days before I get my period I am suicidally depressed. Plus the hunger, the food cravings, everything. I was able to deal with it but it’s now like at least half the month if not more.