I felt pretty sick yesterday afternoon and very early this morning around 1AM. But now I feel fine. My arm isn’t hurting much but I do have a Red Bull’s (auto correct wouldn’t let me change it, I don’t mean the energy drink) eye on my arm. I lifted a lot of stuff at Sams Club and then into the trunk and brought it into my house. So I’m glad the side effects weren’t bad. I still think the first shot was worse. I think only my brother in law had a really bad reaction.

My anxiety is tough today but it always is. I’ve been managing it fine although I think I rushed my mom at the store and I’m worried about my brother who is getting his first shot today. I just worry about how people will treat him in public and I don’t want him to get side effects from the vaccine that he will struggle with or won’t understand.

My anxiety was actually so bad last night but in a strange way and I was googling mental health hospitals in my area and then I emailed my therapist and asked if I was possibly having a psych reaction to the vaccine and she replied back and said that yeah that can happen.

Today besides the anxiety my mental health seems to be under control. At least better then it was last night.