Well, I saw that guy last night, we hung out a while and then we kissed goodbye. After he left, I burst into tears, in knowing it truly is the end of my relationship. I was surprised and taken aback by my tears. I think it's telling me that I am not ready to go have sex with someone else. I don't think I am.

And he got me talking about my spiritual beliefs. He pointed out that I have different beliefs taken from different religions but that I am claim I am Christian. I do take different tenets from different religions and piece them together to form my own belief system, this is true. I don't see anything wrong with this, but somehow I felt wrong when he pointed it out. He is very precise, and wanted to know exactly what I believe in. It was an interesting conversation.