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Doh2007 said:
Back on Saturday you said you don't love your husband and are thinking of leaving him. Don't you think that may have something to do with this?

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Well, what I'm saying is, this is just yet another example that he maybe no longer loves ME...and yeah, I'm still wondering if I really love him or not. I think I do but sometimes I just don't know anymore.

I guess this is just another realization that I really don't know what the heck I am doing. We're building a house, talking about another child, yet I'm still thinking of a divorce and cheating on him.

We don't fight, but we are more like brother & sister or roomates than we are husband & wife. The love is gone.

Maybe I just expect too much from him. I don't know. I know I've put him thru a lot of grief over the years, and the mere fact that he's still with me has to mean something, right? Maybe there is still something left to rekindle. I don't know anymore.