You don't want to see me anymore, correct? I already know, as my comment about us being done professionally wasn't mentioned in your reply. I had to destroy this. All my relationships. I don't want to hurt anyone anymore I don't want to be the problem.

I don't know how we move on in any kind of therapeutic way. Seems the more we try to work on this the more hurt you are. I'm sorry you've lost trust in me. I will help you get hooked up with someone else if you want.

You said you wouldn't abandon me no matter what. These weren't new hurts. I can't believe you. I should've know better I'm so stupid. None of the stuff wasn't anything you hadn't heard before now you're ****ing abandoning right when I need help the most.

I can't handle this. You promised me so many times. What in the actual ****. Over and over. Why couldn't you just be honest with me???

I don't know what to do. I know none of this is new. I'm damned if I do, damned if I don't. I am off til Tuesday. I will call you then and we can talk.

Please don't. I need you. You promised me. You said twenty times this year "I know it's hard to believe but I won't abandon you again." I can't handle this. Don't leave alone like this.

Ok I will continue to work with you. But we have to figure this out. I won't, I know it wasn't you.

You have so much power over me I can't believe it. I'm not trying to manipulate you. I hate myself so much for being this way

I know you're not trying to manipulate me. If you want to continue in therapy, call the office and get appointments scheduled.