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May 22, 2021, 05:00 AM

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Originally Posted by Miguel'smom

Possible trigger:

"Ana"'s stupid and she suck... I want a drink and "she's" being all stupid about it because there's no clear cut calories for it. Stupid voice in my head. Why'd "she" show up after the pdoc visit? Now I have to ignore "her" *** for three months. I'm telling T but water is the only safe thing and I can't physically get the water.
I'm trying to reason with "her" telling "her" weight loss isn't the best thing as Dr's don't know what's going on with me. I've been arguing all day with "her". Stupid voice in my head. "She's" saying if I had listened to her instead of muting "her" with pills I'd be okay right now and not in this mess. "she" lies I'd be dead. I know she's just in my head. I know how it sounds. I know that "she" is me.

Wow, this post has me really concerned. Do you have DID? Or anorexic-tendencies? I'm really worried about you. You don't sound well at all.

But alcohol won't help, i know you know that on some level. Are your husband and son well enough that you could ask them for some special support during this episode?

I know you just saw your psychiatrist and have to wait three months to see them again but that doesn't seem reasonable. Seems like you need help NOW.

Are there any community resources that could tide you over? Do you have a therapist you could see immediately?

You really sound very different...

Please take good care of yourself and that includes adequate hydration.