Perhaps it's after-effects of coming out of lockdown but life isn't getting any easier. Yes, I know no-one said it would be easy but at 65, please give me a break!

On-going problems with mother won't be resolved any time soon, given her attitude during phone call earlier. Subject of another discussion thread.

Know it seems selfish, but I won't be coerced into how I'm supposed to feel. Some emotions I haven't felt for a long time have surfaced recently. Happiness, sadness, laughing, crying, gloom, doom, confusion.

So today I'm just doing what I want to do. Eyebrows done and mascara on, but still in pyjamas. Do I care, no! Amazon delivery man didn't seem to mind....