Hey L. I'm still disappointed, but I'm not pissed anymore. I am curious about something from our conversation yesterday though.
I wish I had told you yesterday that I did appreciate your going and getting your computer and at least trying. I feel like it was wrong of me to be angry and I feel like I want to apologize to you for my anger. I'm sure we'll talk more about all of this next week. I want to hear more about how you're growing me up. I didn't feel like I was being childish yesterday, I thought feeling disappointed at least was a mature enough response, since you were the one that brought up showing me the pictures in the first place. The anger I was feeling, yeah, for sure that was about more than just the pictures. Your speculations were spot on, as usual. I am actually looking forward to diving back into all of this next week. It's gonna be a long week waiting for Friday to roll around again.
I wish I hadn't gotten so emotional yesterday. What a stupid thing to cry over. But then again I think we both know that I was crying about more than just the pictures.
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