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Originally Posted by Breaking Dawn
Hi, @ Alive99!  I think this thread is for anyone with any of the various kinds of dissociating experiences. It does sound to me like you dissociate just enough to protect yourself from things that are maybe too much for you. I'm not a doctor or anything, so what I'm saying is only a guess. Maybe you're doing what you need to do.  I hope you post here more.
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Thank you for your input! What you said makes sense, yeah, about the protection thingy.

Lol your later note, it's so ironic for me. That I'm doing what I need to do. In that case it's horrible internal conflict hahah, because I want to be functional and not dissociate but then there is alot of this taking up a lot of my days.
Someone recommended mindfulness too. Do you find that helps at all? I can't even do that, because I can't accept not being functional like this. Can't accept that I lost my old self, energy and all that. It takes so long to get it back.