Thanks Bizi. It's weird, in a way it's like he's been gone forever already (he died Dec. 15 so it has been a while) but I'm not ready to end it now. Or ever.

He wore this horrible knee brace the last months of his life and I hated putting in on him. I hated that thing so much.. Yesterday I was at the store and was behind a woman who was wearing the same brace. I nearly cried. I threw that thing away about 2 days after he died and yet the sight of another makes me cry.

Grief is weird.