I think I hide my scars from myself more than from other people. I even sleep with long pyjama pants in summer to hide the scars on my legs from me... when I shower I seldom look at the scars and I can even look but not really "see" them. When I do see them, they give me a kind of shock and I really dont like them... they used to trigger me when I looked at them. Sometimes when I see them it is as though I am looking at someone else - like I am outside of my body and it is not me with those scars... can anyone relate?