I took 36 milligrams of melatonin and 3 milligrams of Xanax last night. This PMS sucks. My stomach was messed up and I woke up at one point around 8:30 because I wanted orange juice. Then I woke up at 9:30 because I wanted water. We got pizza for dinner and it seems every time we get pizza I get so thirsty. My mom has been *****y nonstop for awhile and I finally had a slight tone with her and she got angry and started *****ing at me again about being crabby and about how much she sacrificed for us to be here. Which Is for sure not true. My brother and I sacrificed a lot more and we weren’t the ones wanting to move and we also weren’t the ones walking away with a $30 thousand check from selling and buying. She’s just being so crabby and I don’t think she realizes it. I’ve been walking on eggshells around her for weeks if not months because of her behavior towards me. I just don’t know how she doesn’t get how she’s acting.

But anyways I’ve been up since 3:30. I’m not very tired although my stomach is still off. I took a 60 Geodon since they don’t make me tired and I took a Pepcid for my stomach.