I kinda panicked last night mental health wise. Not sure why. But this happens every month. The only solution my doctor said that would get rid of it completely would be to get surgery. I took three 80 milligram Geodon, one 20 milligram Geodon, 36 milligrams of melatonin, and a mil of Xanax. I woke up this morning feeling fine but kinda lightheaded. I went for a purple dragonfruit refresher from Dunkin Donuts and then I took a walk to the gas station. I got some cool/rare stuff. I think my issue last night was just the usual Saturday before my period S panic attack stuff.

That is when this stuff usually happens. It happens on a Saturday 9 days before my supposed period and then I’m fine.

My heart is racing and I’m a bit lightheaded. I just took my blood pressure and it is normal. My pulse is 76. So it’s most likely just anxiety. I haven’t taken any Geodon today. Or anything.

I gave my mom my Geodon to hang onto since I don’t trust myself with it

I had 2 glasses of cold water today. One an hour ago, the other 5 minutes ago and I had no issue with either one. What a weird side effect though from the vaccine. Psychosomatic or real it was still strange.