So Sorry that things are being so hard! Please do not give up! i partly agree with the wise and wonderful RollercoasterLover about Hoping things get better for you. i don't think you need to tell every detail in a job interview so perhaps keep it a bit generic if they ask questions about it. i don't think there's any shame in saying that you didn't like the job/company and you want to try something else but i may be wrong about that. Perhaps check out some tips online about things to do/not to do in job interviews in general. i think changing jobs may be beneficial to you and your own Health so Please do seriously consider it if you haven't already. Sorry if this post isn't really Helpful. i do really Hope that things will Improve for everyone. Hugs. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @indigo1015, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!