I feel so much better now after that psychiatric reaction to the vaccine is over. I’m not paranoid anymore and my town doesn’t creep me out anymore. I went on a walk this morning. I went to a consignment shop with my mom to look for furniture. We found a table we may get. I didn’t realize consignment shops were so expensive. The table was over $800. Then I went to Kohl’s and I got a couple button shirts. It was really difficult finding them. I have no idea what size I am in dress shirts so I had to try a bunch on and it was kind of frustrating. Then I went to Goodwill and I found 3 button shirts including an Aeropostale one. I didn’t try them on because one of the workers was being creepy and saying “women shopping in the men’s department buying clothes that I put out and wanted, I see you.” Yet she was a women herself. My mom said she wasn’t making any sense and she was looking directly at my mom while talking and not at me. My mom was also in the men’s department. But with the clothes issue at Kohl’s and the creepy women at Goodwill my dysphoria was getting going and I didn’t try on the shirts and I just hurried out of there. Of course only one fits and it’s the Aeropostale one which is a brand I usually wear because they fit. Then I went and got my haircut. The lady did a good job and I got some salon shampoo since my suave isn’t working out anymore. I got food to bring home and now I’m just hanging out.

So I felt good today but shopping can be annoying.

I got a call from the hospital I’m having my surgery at on the 4th. They wanted me to come in on the 2nd for a Covid test. Which would mean extra nights in a hotel. My mom asked if they could find a hospital closer to my new house and she said she’d look and see what she could do. She called back half an hour later saying they can do a rapid 15 minute result test at the hospital the day of the surgery. I don’t get why rapid tests aren’t used more in general now but especially at hospitals. But now it’s only 2 nights in a hotel. I am excited although I’m slightly nervous with all the stress I’ve already had regarding the move and the vaccine and also the severe post op depression that happened after the first surgery. But I really want to get this done.