I am coping well today. I got a bit frustrated at the store but I was more bothered by it then my mom was. I finally told my mom about the transference with my old therapist and that I had a crush on her. I admitted to her that I do like girls, something I couldn’t admit to myself until now. I told my mom I don’t have any desire to be in a relationship with one. And my mom said that could be purely my autism.
But I got a haircut today and a few shirts that actually fit. So my self esteem is better then it was yesterday.
There was one creepy incident at the thrift store that caused me to panic though.
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