
May 25, 2021, 08:22 PM
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Member Since: Oct 2004
Location: Kentucky, USA
Posts: 25,081
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Originally Posted by Alive99
I'm very urban by default because I grew up in a city but that just sounds really nice to me. That's what I started really looking for with people a few years ago - feeling good and connecting like that. Where they also do feel real to me like you said earlier. I'm still thinking about what makes things to be like that. That realness. I think safety, trust, not feeling like having to guess at intentions and attitudes, just no overcomplicating of things, people overall just knowing it's all okay and getting along with each other, that's what makes things really flow like that. Also what you said about no masks earlier, I think, I liked that too for this. I eventually got to know a few people like that where I can feel that way with them in a closer relationship, but not with most people beyond a point. Maybe because of the urban living environment, I don't know. But that's enough for me, and my goal is just that, not more. That really relates for me to the thread's original post too. In my experience, if I can have that "sync" with people due to having felt the safety and trust and real "sync" with them for long enough, it all somehow having a really objective grounding in reality, so to speak, all that realness, then I don't even have to try too hard to see what the other person really meant, and they don't have to try too hard either and it just feels good overall. It's harder to do online or when there's no sense of safety. Easier when there are many shared and good, positive experiences in real life.
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I moved to this state & town not knowing anyone & bought my little farm in the country. I wasn't sure if they would accept outsiders or not but actually I have found many who have come here from Calif & everyone was so warm & welcoming & as I met people, they all included me in activities mostly starting in our local horse community. The 2nd summer after moving here there was a bad accident on the road across from my farm. I was first on the seen to get rescue to them & I rescued the dog that had been injured. So many in the town collected money to help me pay the vet bill & I fostered the dog for months until his owner was out of the hospital. The community also came together when we re used 3 abused stallions. I helped closely with their care & got to know many of of the people in government in the town. I put myself out there & then when I felt the warm welcoming from those here it made it much easier to put myself out there more. I do have a group of friends that are more like family to me than my family ever was & for the first time in my life I truly feel like I am home.
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Leo my soulmate will live in my heart FOREVER Nov 1, 2002 - Dec 16, 2018
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