I’m really having a hard time coping with the family who don’t care for me. They discarded me and feel fine about that. It really hurts me that they did not think more of me. I suppose it’s a narcissistic injury for me. This is what I tell myself and try to just get over it. I was so nice and loving to them, why didn’t they feel connection to me? It’s hard to understand they just don’t feel for me because they just aren’t built like that. I did not provide them anything they needed, so they didn’t even feel they had to act as if I mattered, even if it was to just use me. Nope, I was worth nothing and discarded. It just hurts and always will.
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