My mom said my aunt could meet us for dinner the night before my surgery at a restaurant near the hotel. I don’t know about anyone else but that doesn’t sound very good. I think I’d be too nervous to actually eat. I do want to see my aunt though. I was going to go to a concert though before my first surgery. But I had to quarantine for 3 days. I’m still kinda annoyed about missing that concert. Now since it’s a rapid Covid test I don’t think I’ll have to quarantine. But I kind of just want to hang out in the hotel the night before. But is it just avoiding my anxiety by staying inside instead of going out to eat. I’m having a hard time figuring out what’s reasonable anxiety and what’s irrational.