I don't know where this topic would go, I suffer from anxiety and depression for decades and sleep was always my best friend. I love sleeping it's an escape. But for a year I have increasing problems to fall asleep. I am tired, I eant to sleep I am exhausted but I can't. I can't fall asleep. For a year. Now it's 3 am I am so tired I want to die, I just want to die. I have rls also which is gettiing worse it doean't help. I was misusing some sedatives but now even that doesn't help and I cant get more so it doesnt matter. I am so so tired My head is full of thoughts it wont stop it never stops.

Doctors dont care tjey only think of virus i lost people to cancer no one cared why would they care about insomnia. I just want to sleep or no one wants to help me