((((((StarPonysMama))))))

Thank you for this post!

I haven't drunk a drop for the last 2 nights even though my ptsd's been bad. I had a particularly bad day today and was gonna drink something tonight...til i seen this post!

You're right that i should do it for me. I have no self-esteem as it is, major problems with assertiveness and too many negative and draining people in my life.

That's hard enough to sort out sober and impossible if all you think about is the next nights drink.

And you're right that i have to start being good to myself and respecting myself...or why should others?

Thank You for caring and being a friend.