So Sorry you're feeling hurt! Please do not give up! i agree with the wise and wonderful BethRags about learning to not internalize comments made by other people if possible. Try to work on yourself and your own self-esteem. As for your parents, i think i can understand that it can be tough but i think it may be important to do for your own indipendence. Try to set a number of weekly visits to do to your parents so that you can keep in touch with them. Phone them or write to them through social media if possible. i think you can do this. Hugs. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @RoxanneToto, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!