I feel really lost and sad tonight. I am overwhelmed but I have no energy or motivation to take care of anything. I just want to sleep but sleep is never peaceful. I toss and turn and stress. When I wake I I wish I would never wake up. I don't want to face my life. It's filled with pain and doctor appointments. I am tired all the time. I am lonely I have people I talk to about relationships but it's never gonna go anywhere. Diabetes has ruined my life. I have terrible issues and can't lead a normal life. No one would ever want me.