I am very depressed. I am lonely and sad. I have zero energy and no motivation. I don't want to take care of myself. I went for 3 days without taking insulin. I just don't care anymore. My life is over. All I ever do is go to doctor appointments. I don't think I want weight loss surgery cause that's more appointments. I can't deal with it anymore. I have an appointment every week until July. And I've been having appointments every week. I am so tired. I can't enjoy my time off cause I have to struggle to do housework. It hurts to do normal things. I need my walker to take out the trash. I need my walker to get around my apartment. I'm exhausted.