I feel like it is my fault. I did this to myself.
My problems overwhelm others and it scares people.
I feel like maybe it is better of without me. I try so hard but I can't seem to succeed.
Everything is falling apart.
I am in a ward because I forgot too much. But everything is dream-like, I am scared.
I am too much. I am wrong.
I just want to be with God so badly right now.
Or go home.
But I know I can't...
I am scared of things repeating themselves.