I'm taking steps out of oblivion. Out of the deep, dark hole. Today it feels lighter. I'm not sure how long it will last but I guess I just enjoy it while it is here. Thank you so much for holding my hand. For being ok with that again today. I needed to do that to be able to feel that real sense of connection again. I cant quite believe how long I looked into your eyes for. From someone who can go nearly a year without looking at you in the eye, it's quite something. It feels special. If that makes sense. It isn't something I do much at all with people. Hardly hardly ever. So it definitely means s lot too me. Thank you.