I am actually listening to my pdoc for once and going down on the mirtazapine. I need to start listening to him. He knows what he's doing. I had this kind of episode last night where I was convinced I needed to go to the hospital or something and I know it was because I took extra mirtazapine. These meds. They can mess with my mind a lot. I need to follow what the pdoc says. I still don't understand how he knows what's going on in my mind but that's another story.