I didn't share this experience in therapy today. I was feeling good about sharing some positive stuff today, but things didn't work out. I am not physically at work this week and H is home also. I had to mention that I had a therapy appointment today. His immediate comment was.. "Don't you think you should be done with that by now?" I replied confidently with .. "No, I don't think I'm done yet." Then he got all pissy, stopped talking to me, and eventually drove off somewhere. Unfortunately, my confidence was just a bluff, his attack landed a significant blow. Although, my T counter it pretty well, I'm still having a lot of doubts about what I am really doing. I guess the good thing is my bullheaded side will never quit just because he thinks I should. I just hate having doubts! My brain will be reeling over-and-over the "when will I know its time for me to stop question?

I had a therapeutic session and I know there is always next session to share the graduation story. I just hate talking about H, even though he is a lot of my problem. The whole reason he gets mad about therapy, is because he thinks I am talking about him the whole time. And today, his assumption was correct. Damn!