That negative animus thing had me again this morning. Dude I could feel it coming over me like a frickin' train barreling over me and I screamed my frustration at h for not listening to what I was saying. You are right, L it's not me, and I sure don't like how it feels when "he" is running the show. I really need to learn to work with that part of me. I think "he" could be helpful if he doesn't feel the need to be such a jerk. Luckily h forgave me for screaming at him like I did. This move is so stressful. Looking forward to next week.