So Sorry you're struggling! Please do not give up! Are you currently trying to find out a new therapist? Perhaps that may Help a bit. Changing up your routine a bit may also Help perhaps. Try to do something a little different every day if possible. Take care of yourself and your own Health. Do you have a support system in Real Life? Hugs. i Hope you will find us Helpful. Please do keep us updated if you want to. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Jensitive22, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!