I got knocked down this morning. I got up again during the afternoon. Now I’m just trying to ignore my usual Saturday night blues. I need to ask my therapist why Saturday nights specifically are so hard for me. I assume it’s just a hormone thing since I get my shots Saturday mornings. But I also know I do have legit things to be concerned and preoccupied with and it’s been like this for 15 months.

But yeah just another Saturday night of feeling down.