I am in a rage of anger with myself right now. I dont think I want to be nice to myself right now. And in the midst of all that , I am hurting others. Part of me is like so what to that , the other part is angry for doing that . Being that I cannot trust myself on how I am acting or reacting to all of you and myself I think I better go here. I hate rejection and yet I am making some of you fee it. For that and other things I am sorry. Take care everyone~

Tryin