Hi ,

The last Lord of the rings movie ends with" How do you pick up the threads of an old life, how do you go on when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back?"

I don't feel like I am the same person I was just 16 weeks ago and therapy isn't something that feels right for me in this moment or something I want to continue with anyone else.

Since we last spoke, I also passed my paeds exam two days ago on the 28th and now have just one last exam in June to go before I'm actually finally done and graduate.

For me our last rupture was about all about email contact in november, and I feel like our roles have reserved now. it wasn't just about email, but my history too which you already knew.I feel like you couldn't understood why getting a reply in that moment was important to me. Also I felt that you changed the rules without telling me and weren't consistent.

Quotes from 5th december 2020.

R:"You expected an answer?"
S: "Yes I did."
R: Despite the evidence?

This exchange also really hurt at the time:
S: "No. I needed you too Mr S and you weren't there".
R: I'm sorry, I don't know why my computer's making noises.

You couldn't hear or see me.

S

P.s I also still said I would collect the books but if you posted them to my brother I would refund the postage.