I have the physical symptoms of PMS right now. That’s kinda strange. I’ve had the emotional ones real bad for a few days. Right now I have some cramping and I’m pretty hungry. My PMDD was worse than usual this month but if I do get my period something is not right. It’s not even about the dysphoria if there’s a reason why I’ve been a complete ***** lately I’d be ok with getting it.

My brother in law hung up my TV. I’ve never had a working TV that didn’t just play VHS tapes in my room before. I did have a man cave at my last place though. It’s pretty cool. I have it hung up directly in front of my bed and I also have a chaise lounge that I can sit on. I have Columbo on now. I’ll set up the streaming stuff tomorrow.

But man does this feel like legit PMDD instead of just the pseudo stuff.