Please call the suicide prevention hotline immediately. Go to Lifeline and get their phone number or chat.

I just did this. I'm tired of living but don't have the guts to end my life. The person I chatted with gave me some confirmation about my life situation and how it's contributing to my feelings.

Did something happen in particular to make you feel like this?

It's good that you're going to talk about meds with your doctor. That's a good first step.