Thank you @rechu!
You have been always here for me.
I didn’t expect less from you, friend.

It represents a big effort to talk about my negative things with people. Neither with family.
I mentioned something to my partner but not much. I don’t want them to get worried. I know they also suffer a lot because they want to help me and understand me and feel frustrated.
That’s why I won’t likely touch with you either this topic in private. I’d better share with you jokes and other stuff. But, I’m very grateful for your offer.