Pick all I say with a grain of salt. I’m not very advance in what relationships have to do. I think that I already told you.

But, again, I see as positive the presence of this man in your life. I think that knowing him is giving you a little push. You even talked about understanding more your family and things that happened in your past and hurt you.

I know...some people are gonna think that you have to find this strength by yourself but I think that some people can make us good and give us a excitement and encouragement that is very welcome.

Could I ask you what your main flaw is? Have you been diagnosed with something? Since I read your nickname here, I thought about borderline personality disorder but I’m not sure.
I’m a little familiarised with it so that’s why I ask you. To have a better picture when trying to understand what you are dealing with.

Don’t feel force to reply though. You will be always more than your issues or some disorder. That’s sure.