@seesaw and @eskielover, the States are so big and diverse that you can find and choose among so different places. There’s a place for each one. I find hard to choose among States as California or the rural areas as the one @eskielover is living in. I’m sure they all have their enchantment. I know it for the movies. lol!
Unfortunately, I wouldn’t feel integrated in any, since I don’t feel one more in any place.
I like the complicity that could take place in a rural area or community as the one @eskielover belongs to now, but I know it’s out of my possibility. The neighbours saw me as that strange person who is always out of availability. They won’t ever see me as a similar one. They would always see me as a withdrawal person, that it’s truth, by the way, that I wouldn’t ever feel one of them or being considered one of them.
Los Angeles, the same name says it, belongs to Heaven. I would love to visit it. I would also feel out of place though. Such a vast city, full of glamour and relevance people. I couldn’t ever dream to be up to them. However, I think that I could feel more unnoticed. What it’s good for me.