I'm very tired. I spent a lot of time with my family today and that included running around with my 3 and 5 year old cousins. The 5 year old told me that I am now her best friend.


I also...I'd been enrolled in an online college class, which I dropped today. Just the prep work for it the week before was a lot of work. I was feeling a lot of stress, overwhelm, insecurity, uncertainty. In the end it just felt like I was taking on too much. Part of me wishes that I could have stuck with it. But maybe I can do it in the Fall or Spring, when the semesters are longer, and after I've found a job. It did make me realize that I need to be busier than I usually am. It's a helpful skill, in my case, busyness. And at least now I know a little more about what I need to put into it.