I feel ok today. I only got one drink from Sonic and my mom told me to drink it slowly. But then I had a mango Pepsi zero and about 48oz of water and everything stayed down. I’m getting a bit nervous about Friday. But I’m trying not to panic. They said wear comfortable loose clothes and since it’s summer I can just wear baggy basketball shorts and a loose T shirt. But I have to figure out what to wear to my cousins baby shower. If I feel like getting out of the car that is. My mom said I may be able to change at my uncles house. So I’ll wear nice clothes to the shower and then go to my uncles and change back into my loose stuff. There’s also a line of shoes dropping Friday morning so I have to set my alarm while we are at the hotel and then order them and hopefully be able to go back to sleep. I don’t know how well I’ll sleep anyways. But today I’m nervous but it’s not a big deal.

It was for sure PMDD that was going on for the last week. I dropped 6 pounds overnight and I am not moody or crabby the way I had been. This was the first time in a long time that I could pinpoint that it was PMS and also the first time in a long time that I’ve had the physical symptoms as well as bad emotional ones. There’s really nothing I can do unless I want surgery. I just need to learn to manage things on my own.