It’s been a good 2 weeks since I stopped dwelling on old T. But I never want to feel that way again. That was 2 months of being in a deep depression where I could barely function and I just had to just deal with it for 1.5 months until my move. For 2 months I thought non stop about her. I even emailed her asking if she was going back to in person like my Pdoc said. It feels good to not think of her much and only be focusing on new T and my goals with her. But I guess if I’m still mentioning her I do still feel a bit for her and I feel sad that I’m forgetting her. But it’s also more of an annoyance that I forget about people after awhile.

I guess once I found out on Friday that me and my current T have the same issue that stresses us out she’s been much more relatable then I first thought.