Well it didn’t work out because I walked away from him in 2019, 2 years after I evicted his stuff from my apartment.

I regret my behavior however I also understand it .

A friend of mine said if he truly loved me he’d give me closure .

He hasn’t done that.

He implied I’m the narcissist however I’m not the one denying him closure in 2021.
I last had communication with him by text in April or last month. I deleted the message. I wish I hadn’t. It wasn’t nice. It was blaming me for the failure of the relationship. Today I could eat crow and say “fine it’s all my fault, so can we fix this?”