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Old Jun 01, 2021, 09:57 PM
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Today went well. (Except with K- see below.) Saturday, I tried to get my mail but the key wouldn't turn. Then it wouldn't go in! It was like that Saturday through part of today. Just as I was going to drive to the post office because their help line was just voicemail I saw the mailman. I asked him about my broken mailbox and he asked to see ID to make sure I wasn't trying to get someone else's mail I guess. He opened the mailboxes in the bottom row with his special key and handed me my mail. As I was going back up to my apartment I saw someone working on my mailbox! He was down there for quite a while. I decided to just go back inside my apartment and wait. As I was was getting some peaches to eat 🍑 I heard a knock on my door. The guy from downstairs handed me some new mailbox keys and said he had to replace the whole lock because the old one kept sticking/catching. So I got my mailbox fixed .

I also paid my bills- except comcast (I only have internet) because that one comes out automatically- and netflix does too actually.

Around 5:30, I asked K if she wanted to go to get some ice cream at Cold Stone. She replied, "After I'm done working." Since it was already 5:30 I figured that couldn't be very long. So I waited to eat dinner until I got back from ice cream. An hour goes by and now it's 6:30 without a word from her. I know she can get tied up on calls so I let the hour slide. The next thing I know- after I had started cooking dinner- she says "I just finished and I still need to eat dinner. Staying home." This pissed me off. Saying "after I get off work" sounds like "That's when I can/want to go to ice cream. I accept your offer but I'm working for a bit longer." Right? Am I being a brat here or do I have a valid point? Last time I asked her to do something before this she said she wanted "me time"- like I'm taking away her time alone by merely asking if she wanted to hang out. Maybe I need to accept that she's an introvert and I'm an extrovert and we clash on a lot of things because of this. And she has said yes to hanging out before then turned around 5 or 10 minutes later and changed her mind. This is nothing new, her behavior. To me, that's rude. Today was an hour later but still. It just makes me upset.
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Last edited by Moose72; Jun 01, 2021 at 10:28 PM.
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