I think this man has helped you to grow in some important ways. You've matured and you've learned. You've kept your head about you with this man over the last several weeks, and you were aware of things as they came up for you. I think this will help you in going forward, if you choose to date again down the road. I am glad you had this experience, as it has been a positive one for you. Perhaps it won't end just yet, but it sounds like you know what you need more of now. And you need some alone time, even if you're dating. You've been saying how tired you are while dating this man, so I think time to yourself is very important, even when you're dating someone. I am proud of you. You've made great strides! And it's wonderful that you finally met someone who treated you better than the others have.