Yes, I understand. I admit he is not a good person. I do want to distance myself from him a bit. In my heart and mind, I know we don't have a future so I'm just taking it one day at a time. I am so tired that I can't see straight at times. We are just casual lovers and not anything else. He point blank told me he if he goes back home that he did not want me to wait for him. So, I understand. Thank you for your insight. I am not too emotionally attached to him because of my fatigue. I guess I am lonely and just wanted companionship and nothing more. I'm better off being alone but at times crave for someone to be with. So, he came around for now, but there is nothing to keep us together. I do like entertaining him because it is fun for me. But, that is about it. I am doing my best to remain emotionally unattached. It was fun but nothing more. He feels the same way, I believe.