Thank you for the advice. I'm thinking about it whether to let him go. Truthfully, he is not that bad. Nobody's perfect. So, I'm also not seeking anything serious so I think I he is ok by me. I was going to break it off twice but decided after thinking about the times we had together that he is not that bad as a person. He is not abusive and this is a godsend for me. Yes, he is cheap and sometimes insensitive but he is taking me out next time and although I don't expect much from him, it is nice he offered. I will be ok. I can't emotionally invest myself in anybody due to my illness. We get along well and are affectionate with each other. So, once in awhile being with a man who is affectionate and gives me advice is not that bad for me. He is ok by me. My parents characters are worse so anybody who is half-decent and nice is ok for me. He does not hit me nor say anything too critical to me. He is being himself and this is ok. I like him in some ways but am not too emotionally involved with him or anybody. Our relationship for now works out fine for both of us. I will be fine.
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