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Old Jun 04, 2021, 05:16 AM
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Originally Posted by alpacalicious View Post
I do feel affection towards him, i would get jealous thinking of him with another girl for example. Maybe this is still love but more quiet?
I feel this love some days, other days im neutral.
Yes i jumped in this relationship and I think bpd plays a big part. Fear of being alone, the emptiness I feel with bpd. I need distractions and I find them in romantic relationships. I like that my partner likes me and he give me attention.
Affection doesn't equate to love or being in love with someone. You can be fond of someone and feel affection towards them and not be in love. It seems you enjoy his attention and that he gives you companionship to keep you from being lonely. Is he in love with you?
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