He is an ok person with some flaws. He is not that bad as a person. He is not abusive nor critical. He says some things that are insensitive and is cheap. Yes, I always could look for a better relationship somewhere else, but the reality of finding one better than this is nil. I say this because I have been on dating apps and there are not many good people on them for me since I am older and have a disability although I work and am doing ok. He is not ideal but he fills my time and makes me happy at times. I have met other men but all of them have been worse than him. So, in reality, he is ok for now. I'm not really looking for a serious relationship given my situation. I need my space and don't want anything too serious.