Hi Painterwithlight,
Thanks for the overview He recommended psychoanalysis, the slow kind. Not sure I'm up to it, but I already said that. But yes, good tip, stating my fears at the beginning, also to give the T a heads up, I guess. I'm searching for one that does one of the specifically recommended psychoanalysis types. Never wanted to do psychoanalysis. Always seemed like bogey, but after trying CBT, that one seems very short.term, not really working through things, but just making me able to work on a pretty high level. But I want the hallucinations to go away for good, so I guess it's time fore something deeper.
Thanks again K