For all of this weekend I had no effort to do anything. I stayed in bed, watched some TV and only got up for bathroom, quick snack ad to put wood in fire, all of wich I tried to do when I managed to get myself up. Finally I decided that I really needed to get up...do something fun.....even though my brain was still telling me it wasn't worth it. Finally I decided to get up. I regret it so much now. I thought maybe a walk or at least go to my car and get some cds. As I walked out my front door I twisted my ankle causing me to fall down our porch stairs. There may be only three stairs but that doesn't make them any less painful. Now I have scapes all over me which I bandaged and had to pull myself up the stairs and went back to bed. I feel so stupid for being lazy and feel stupid for going outside and feel stupid for writing this and feel stupid for being scared cause school starts tomorrow and I know I will have to leave the safety and comfort of my houuse and be forced to go back into the world full of ignorance.